Have you ever watched your baby sleep? If you like most of the momma population you spent quite a big amount of time doing this while they are "babies"..newborns..few weeks old.
Now that naps are shorter, I find myself checking facebook, catching up on my google reader, reading my book for the week. But, not today.
Today, I watched this amazing miracle God gave me sleep.
I sat in her room when my legs got tired & tidied up her already clean room.
Here was this beautiful little girl just sleeping.
She knows no malice, or wrong on the world.
Knows nothing of Casey Anthony or why Lindsay Lohan is jail this time.
She knows of her Momma,da-da & her puppies.
Her world is broading to different things.
Learning how things work, standing, walking & feeding herself.
But one thing that is constant, is that she will always wake up to her momma {or da-da}
I don't know why I am going thru the things I am going thru right now.
What I do know God did give me this miracle.
& how lucky must I be to be the center of this beautiful girls little world.
I could have written this post. My little girl is my world, and as we are also experienecing secondary infertility, I find myself marvelling in her everyday nuances more and more often. I just want to hold onto these moments. I'd like to think that it's not because I'm scared this is the only time in my life I'll be able to relish in them, but if it is then I sure am making the best of them. It's an amazing distraction from the daily stresses infertility brings. Your little girl is adorable. Stay positive!! Amy
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Beautifully written Tara. Beautiful.
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