*please read privacy on side bad*
for the news?

do you wanna know?

are you sure?

hehe ;)

Well, this is actually quite serious but very exciting!
I loved all of your answers on what you thought the news was on the survey, & some of your answers made me tear up on why you come back to my blog! you all seriously rock.

Now back to it.

about 75% of you were right, we are TTC!!

I know, *gasp*

let me explain.

If you are a active reader you know that at my post-op; I found out my chances of carrying another child are pretty slim. We could try now, but there are alot of complications come into play. So, I am supposed to go back in um a week to find out my "fate". Well I am not going.

I understand there is a lot of judgement right now going thru ALOT of you heads, & that is why we are keeping this pretty private. So if any of you reading this know us in "real-life" like over on my sidebar asks; please keep what you read on here to yourself.

But guys this is what it comes down to, Brandon & I can't deal with that fact that we never tried. I don't want to go on & on for year but just a few cycles & if we don't get pregnant, I truly feel that is GOD tells us listen, "this is it for you". & ya know what? we will be ok with that.

But we are gonna give this one more shot.

The longer we wait, the great chance we have of never carrying.

It gonna be hard, really hard. But with the help of our families {since i will probably be on bedrest practically my whole pregnancy} I believe we can do this.

Yes, we understand the complications, & no we aren't ready for them. But, we want more than one child, & I think we are entitled to try. & whatever GOD gives us to handle we will take.

I am hoping you all will fully support us on this decision, because you guys have been such a great support group so far. & since no one but family will know about this; you guys will be rock thru it all!

So where to go from here? I am calling new ob/gyn's today to set up interviews, & see where we have to go with a high-risk dr & go from there. I want one set up & ready to go if for some reason we were to get pregnant this cycle {hey a girl can dream}

Speaking of cycle, I thought I may have to start Provera but AF came a knockin yesterday evening. {for all of you momma bloggers that don't know the TTC lingo, i will post a key over on a side bar soon!} 

& today is CD 2!

Got my FF all reved up again, I am not temping this cycle. I will the next along with PreSeed. 
I don't know if we will do a  cycle with Clomid, we will take that hurdle when it gets there.
But we are banking on my fertility being tip-top {again a girl can dream}

Well there is the news, feel free to ask question, email anything!
But I am very excited & I hope all of you are too! :)

Lilypie Trying to Conceive 21 to 37 day cycle tickers